bao bei emo....happy birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS EMO !!!!!....this is our third year being so close together...there will be millions more years to count....well...where should i start with....i really felt blessed because you have enter my little space....because of you my life turn to be more wonderful and happy..though u almost tiap-tiap hari emo....its ok....i still love you loads..thanks for accepting the goods and bads of me....so lets get our finger crossed ..pray for stronger and closer relationship between us k...and create more sweet memories of us.. love you ..and here's a little video for u...it took me the whole night long to make it..(since i'm not good in computer)...hope u will like it...

be happy

yesterday was totally a crazy night....it was much more dramatic than i had expected....this was my 1st time drinking without parents permission..(shhhhh...)im kinda weak in this part ...after a can of beer...my face and neck turn out to be so red and hot...BT...IM NOT DRUNK...I'm really not though everyone around doesn't agreed wif me.... when alcohol was reacting in our body...the weakest part of everyone appeared...most of the time,we will try to be strong and not showing our weakest part to anyone...but when we were all alone..our mask wil be taken off..the true self Will appeared..we might cry..we might felt miserable...we can only express those feelings when theres no one else beside ...pretending to be something we were not.. was so hard...pretending to be happy was even worst...but we are human..we need to express those feelings...sadness is a part of life....yesterday was a great night...at least a part of them release those pressure and sadness with the help of alcohol though this is not the best solution BUT who cares....

long long ago

is been some times i never do blogging...but I'm back now....last sunday..my girls n i were hanging out at the poolside... since we got nothing better to do...we have taken loads of pics like theres no tomorrow...we were having so so so much fun...but the only unperfect part was..i hurt my feet when i was carrying mei hwa..both of us fell to the ground...so darn pain la....so..here're the small little part of the pics of the day hm..wish to have longer legs

second b4 we fell to the ground...*pain*

swim...swim..swim...

me n shy little girl

do re mi.....*sob sob*...I'm the shortest

cam whore sikit b4 we got our head off to the water...

one tree hill is back

finally...season six of one tree hill is on screen now...i have watched the preview..this would be a more complicated and interesting season..so...do not missed it...

always the sweetest couple

whos goin to be the woman of lucas life?

my vote goes to brucas (brooke and lucas)..i think they were meant to be together

your guardian angel

if you have watch the movie , A WALK TO REMEMBER...u might know which song am i talking about...i have fall for this song since i watched this movie...i have been repeating the song for at least hundred of times...love the lyrics of this song and superb singer..though is a sad ending..is a lovely movie to watch..so go check it out ya....

Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

last day

tomorrow is school day again..and i have to step into this freaky awful school again...aiksss....what to do...the show must go on...forget bout it...today...family and i were having dinner at johnny...the services were great but the food was just so so.... omg..omg....i have really huge eye bags.....u got me?is HUGE...i need to do something with it dy....just recovered from serious acnes and NOW eye bags pulak....sob...is time to bed... if I'm not heading to bed now...my eyebags will get bigger n bigger n finally fall to face..so..ciaoz.... mummy n daddy..act..they have took their order..they were juz acting...camera shy konon..

i have pretty long eyelashes..thanks to mummy n maybeline

any recommendation to get rid of dis freaky eye bags?

omg....can u guys see my huge eyebags...omg..im old