be happy

yesterday was totally a crazy night....it was much more dramatic than i had expected....this was my 1st time drinking without parents permission..(shhhhh...)im kinda weak in this part ...after a can of beer...my face and neck turn out to be so red and hot...BT...IM NOT DRUNK...I'm really not though everyone around doesn't agreed wif me.... when alcohol was reacting in our body...the weakest part of everyone appeared...most of the time,we will try to be strong and not showing our weakest part to anyone...but when we were all alone..our mask wil be taken off..the true self Will appeared..we might cry..we might felt miserable...we can only express those feelings when theres no one else beside ...pretending to be something we were not.. was so hard...pretending to be happy was even worst...but we are human..we need to express those feelings...sadness is a part of life....yesterday was a great night...at least a part of them release those pressure and sadness with the help of alcohol though this is not the best solution BUT who cares....